欢迎收听失眠音乐台 我是主播Julia 看过这么多电影 你印象最深的是哪一对Couple？ 我最记得 《云图》里Ben Whishaw和James D'Arcy饰演的一对同性恋人 他们深爱彼此 但一个是年少气盛、野心勃勃的作曲家 因为追求梦想而走上极端 最终吞枪自杀 死在恋人的怀抱中 而他的恋人 数十年如一日那么爱他 直至临死那一刻 依然挂念他 今晚为大家带来Ben Whishaw在《云图》中朗诵的书信 凄美而悲伤 《云图》 第一封信 Sixsmith, I do hope you will be able to find it in your heart to forgive me Sixsmith 我由衷希望你能发自内心地原谅我 Hated leaving you like that 我讨厌这样离开你 Wasn't the goodbye I had in mind 这并不是我想象中的的告别 By the time you read this, I will be on my way to Dinburgh 当你看到这封信的时候 我已经在前往爱丁堡的路上 on my way to fame and fortune 追寻名誉与财富 I know you haven't heard of him, but trust me 我知道你不曾听说过这个人 但我向你保证 Vyvyan Ayrs is one of the musical greats, Sixsmith 他是最负盛名的音乐家之一 The tragedy is that he hasn't produced any new work in years due to illness 遗憾的是 他久病缠身 一直无法创作新的作品 My scheme is to persuade him to hire me as his amanuensis 我会说服他雇我为记录员 and aid him in the creation of a masterpiece 帮助他创作出一首无与伦比的曲子 before shooting up through the musical firmament 然后我就能在音乐界打响名号 eventually obliging pater to admit that 最终让我的父亲不得不承认 Yes, this son he disinherited is none other than Robert Frobisher 没错 就是这个被他扫地出门的儿子 the greatest British composer of his time 会成为此时英国最伟大的作曲家 I know, Sixsmith, you groan and shake your head, but you smile too 我知道 你在叹息并摇着头 但你也会在我看不见的地方微笑 which is why I love you 这边是我爱你的原因 PS：Thanks for the waistcoat 谢谢你让我带走你的马甲 I needed something of yours to keep me company 我真的很需要有你的物件作为陪伴 《云图》 第二封信 I finished it in a frenzy that reminded me of our last night in Cambridge 我在难以言喻的激动中作完这支曲子 想起我们在剑桥那一夜 Watched my final sunrise,enjoyed the last cigarette 看最后一次日出 享受最后一根香烟 Didn't think the view could be anymore perfect 当我觉得自己不可能再见到更美的景致时 until I saw that beat-up trilby 你戴着那顶破帽子闯入我的视线 Honestly,Sixsmith,as rediculous as that thing makes you look 不得不说 你戴着它让自己看起来有些傻气 I don't believe I've ever seen anything more beautiful 但却是我有生以来见过最美的事物 Watched you as longas I dared 我躲在暗处凝视着你 I don't believe it was a fluke that I saw you first 我不相信我先发现你是一种巧合 I believe there is another world waiting for us,Sixsmith 我相信总有另外一个世界等着我们 a better world 一个更美好的世界 And I'll be waiting for you 我会在那儿等你 I believe we do not stay dead long 我相信死亡不是终结 Find me beneath the Corsican stars where we first kissed 你会在我们第一次接吻的那片星空下找到我 Yours eternally R.F 你永远的爱人